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nans death
my nana died on the 14th march, at 72 years of a heart attack.
she was alays fit and healthy always doing something, she never stopped.
she looked after me alot when i was younger she used to come on holidays and bring my cousin who she looked after nearly all the time,
when i moved she didn't believe i was happy as she knew how much i hated it here at first, she only cared about if i was happy or not.
2 days before she died, in her diary (her last entry) it said she beleived that i was happy here and that i wasnt just saying i wasnt so she didn't worry.
i just cant believe shes gone, shes always been there for me, my lifes got turned upside down when she died, i wont see my cousin again as i only saw her as she was at my nans alot, and im very close to my cousin, as from nearly growing up with her.
i just cant believe shes not there anymore, there to talk to, its how she went so quickly, i still keep thinking that shes going to be there next time i go to england, standing at the airport terminal waiting for me, to drive me to her house, back home, and that everytime i get back in the evening from the sanctuary that she'll be in the kitchen getting dinner ready for me,
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